Returning back to work

I returned back to work last Wednesday and it went as expected. Felt anxiety about returning and thinking to myself, no tormenting myself wondering if I was going to be able to remember everything again and how long would it take me to remember what I forgot. Luckily, I was able to remember most of it. I am constantly worrying about stuff and I think I got stressed out about it because I broke out into hives. I'm taking Benadryl at night trying to get it under control and no I havent changed my diet or used anything new. Well, at first when I broke out into hives I thought maybe I was allergic to my IUD but the OB said it wasn't from that. And for the question to most of you are wondering, "did I cry?" Well not on Wednesday but we took her on a trial day on Friday and we both dropped her off and yes I cried then but then went to the gym to work out my anxiety, met friends for lunch, and then shopped all afternoon until I picked her up. Jeremy drops her off in the mornings and I pick her up. I think that helps not having to drop her off. The best part about returning back to work besides getting to see Lucy after work was that she sent me flowers to work & a sweet card.